Mastering the Memory Palace: Using Toy Story, Finding Nemo, and Monsters, Inc. to Master Infectious Disease in PA School

What does throwing a rock and a shoe at Buzz Lightyear’s spaceship, Mike Wazowski chasing a sheep around his apartment while Sully inhales some toxic soup, and a nickel falling from the sky into the volcano of the fish tank from Finding Nemo have to do with infectious disease? Well, if you were me about seven hours ago, absolutely everything.

One of the big problems I encounter with the innumerable topics that we’re responsible for in PA school is that I can’t really speak to any of them in a comprehensive way. I can match the buzzwords like “Owl Eye Inclusions” and “Herald Patch” & “Hutchinson’s Sign” with the correct diseases, but I can’t really tell you about those diseases as a whole. I study for hours but then show up at exam review and completely freeze up at some questions. What I’m doing is working fine for exams, but I feel like I’m missing something.

As we we inch closer and closer to P2 year, the questions are becoming more vignette-focused and they’re giving us less buzzwords and hints. And that’s exactly what we need; clinical year is all about real-life practical scenarios. A parent isn’t going to say, “Hello, yes, I came to get my child’s strawberry tongue, sandpaper rash, and Pastia’s lines checked out.”

I think there’s a really fascinating question in PA school: “Okay, I have X amount of time left to study for this exam. Statistically, what’s the best use of my time?” And sometimes that amount of time is a few days, and other times it’s an hour at lunch. Per minute, what is the most effective, most comprehensive way to learn anything? I’m fairly sure I’ve found the answer.

I picked up a book called Moonwalking With Einstein by Joshua Foer over Spring Break. The book was mentioned in a video featuring USA Memory Champion Alex Mullen, who was a medical student when he learned how to memorize an entire deck of cards… in under 15 seconds. And Alex, along with every other USA Memory athlete all had pretty average memories before they started competing. They’re not savants; they’re just like you and I.

In the book, the author Joshua Foer talks about an experience he had with two other world memory athletes:

Ed recounted how on a recent visit to Vienna, he and Lukas had partied until dawn the night before Lukas’s biggest exam of the year, and only stumbled home just before sunrise. “Lukas woke up at noon, learned everything for the exam in a memory blitz, and then passed it.

If what the strategy Lukas used isn’t the most burning question you’ve ever had as a student, then I don’t know what is. Alex, Lukas, and pretty much every other memory champion uses the same strategy as their foundation for memorization. And the answer to “Per minute, what is the most effective, most comprehensive way to learn anything?” I think is unquestionably the memory palace.

An Uphill Battle

I want to say this morning’s exam, on 11 slide decks, split evenly between Infectious Disease (ID) and Neurology was brutal, overwhelming, stressful, and required an unreal amount of preparation, but I find myself saying those words for every subsequent exam so the words are losing meaning. How many antibiotics did we have to know? All of them. How many gram positive and gram negative bugs did we need to know? All of them. I counted 44 individual species of bacteria, all with overlapping symptoms, manifestations, some had single therapy, others had dual therapy, second line, allergies, inpatient, outpatient, prophylactic, supportive, antitoxins, empiric coverage, rashes on the hands, rashes on the feet, blanching, non-blanching, it was never ending. And to me, a task so seemingly insurmountable was extremely enticing.

So is it possible to borrow a trick from a medical student who can memorize a deck of cards in 15 seconds to remember almost every single detail about 44 different bacteria? It is possible, and that’s exactly what I did.

As much as I promote the use of flashcard app, Anki, and previously have had Anki decks with over 1000 cards for a single exam, I just took an exam where for half of all of the content, Infectious Disease, I made zero flashcards. My retention of the information of four entire PPTs relied on scenes from Pixar movies. Here’s an example:

For me, it was all about getting topics down to 7 bullet points. What is it called? How do I treat it? And then what are five facts about it. No disease process fits into a template, so not locking into: “Presentation, causes, diagnosis, labs, treatment” was useful; this process is very flexible. To me it’s “Hey, what are five interesting facts here that I can talk about, and that make this unique?” And sometimes, a disease has 6 or 7 interesting points, so I made some cuts. I can’t, and no one should, memorize every single detail. It’s simply not worth the time. Did I miss some points on the exam because I didn’t bother to memorize all of the diagnostic tests? Yes, but I picked up a bunch of other points elsewhere. Passing exams is a numbers game and you have to play to those. And sometimes that means being comfortable being uncomfortable missing some questions.

How a Memory Palace Works

Traditionally, for a memory palace, you choose a path in your house or any location you’re familiar with and place items mentally to help you remember. For example, if you were trying to remember the presidents of the United States, say when you walk into your house and turn to the right, there’s a table there. Imagine yourself Washing that table. Wash = Washington. Maybe next to that table is a bowl of fruit with an apple in it, Adam’s Apple for John Adams. And maybe next is just some empty counter space and you imagine knitting some Fur for your Son, Jeff, for Jefferson. I promise you, as ridiculous as it sounds, this strategy works insanely well for anything that you want to remember. Show me a list of 25 things you want to remember, and I can teach you how to recall it verbatim, in any order, in under an hour.

The first task I tackled was to cover 21 gram negative bacteria. First, I combed through the slides and picked out five facts from each. I’d remember 7 things in total for each (the name, the treatment, then the 5 facts), giving me 147 bullets of information. And that was just for one of eleven slide decks. Next, I “built” a 21 “room” house, very loosely based on a place I used to live. To be clear, this wasn’t a mansion: I put three bacteria in the garage, two in the basement, put some on staircases, created an imaginary backyard with a greenhouse, etc. What I discovered is that while helpful, memory palaces don’t need to be based on places that exist. It’s like reading Harry Potter for the first time; you had to imagine all of Hogwarts in your head before the movies were made.

Looking at it as a whole, it may look extremely overwhelming. But committing it to memory is actually very systematic, logical, and very fun. Here’s an example of how I remembered Yersinia Enterocolitica:

Once I would complete a “scene” I would look away from the computer and recite the entire thing, even the seemingly extraneous information, like the fact that I was calling an imaginary preceptor. 99% of the time, I could recite it all correctly. I’d move onto to the next scene, recite that one, but then recite the first one again.

After I completed the 21 gram negative bugs, I moved on to gram positives. I decided to place all of the gram positive information into scenes, or vignettes from Pixar movies:

  • Strep would be Toy Story

  • Staph was Finding Nemo

  • Clostridium, Anthrax, Listeria, & Diphtheria was Monsters, Inc.

  • Lyme Disease & Syphilis was A Bug’s Life

For one of the gram positive bugs, Strep Pneumo, I used Andy’s Room from Toy Story. I pulled images from Google to help orient myself, and just made a story. It’s wild how connections can be made, like using Wheezy for pneumonia, and pulling out his squeaker to do a lung biopsy. Mr. Potato Head was Otitis Media and Sinusitis because he was missing both his nose and his ears. Mrs. Potato head punched him with a boxing glove, reminding me the treatment was Amoxicillin.

The other thing I did, which worked incredibly well, was converting antibiotics to items and people. For example, Ceftriaxone (Rocephin) become Dwayne The Rock Johnson (ROCKephin) or just a rock, Penicillin G become Tigers Woods, or a golf club, or a golf ball, Vancomycin became Vans shoes, or any type of footwear, Flagyl was a flag, Clindamycin was Bill Clinton, or any president, or anything patriotic. Tetracycline was a four-wheeled vehicle, Doxy was a bicycle, and Azithromycin was zit cream, to name a few.

What was so cool about this was that I could combine them either together as one item, like a zit-cream covered rock for Azithromycin and Rocephin, a dual-treatment option for inpatient pneumonia, or as just multiple options, like an American Flag became Clindamycin and Flagyl, or a presidential motorcade became Clindamycin and Tetracycline. That picture above of of Leonardo DiCaprio toasting combines two medications: Cefotaxime is Leo’s character from Wolf of Wall Street who was charged with tax evasion, and anything alcohol related was Ciprofloxacin, like a sip of beer. Placing that image in that scene for Yersinia became an unforgettable way to remember the treatment.

You know what would take a long time to remember? That the treatment for erysipelas, one of the like 12 manifestations for Group A Strep: Strep Pyogenes is either PCN-VK, Clindamycin, or Erythromycin. How do you remember it? Do you make an acronym like VEC? How do you remember what the acronym belongs to? How long does that acronym take to learn? How many times do you have to brute force repeat that flashcard? How do you know the C in VEC doesn’t stand for Ciprofloxacin or any of the 27 Cephalosporins?

A few months ago, I would have chosen one medication to remember, likely the first one mentioned on the slide, but with the memory palace, it became almost effortless to remember multiple medications. For me, I was in Sid’s room from Toy Story, slipped (erySLIPelas) on a red-rug (that later raised like a plateau, the description for erysipelas), and a volley-ball net pulled us up like a trap (Volleyball = PCN-VK), Abraham Lincoln, who I had just freed from a Cell (Lincoln = Clindamycin because he’s a president, but also this is a Lincosamide, and this also treats Cellulitis), was trying to break us out of the net using his top-hat, but we were all jammed in this net because Clifford the Big Red Dog was also trapped in this net (Clifford = Erythromycin). That’s not something you forget easily.

What I loved about this strategy, besides it being a ton of fun, was that I could recall an entire disease process from front to back from memory after about 5 minutes of work. The key, however, was to repeat it again a few minutes later, about an hour later, and then the following morning, and then once three days later (this battles the forgetting curve). I’d miss details here and there, but I’d recall over 90% of the “stored” information each time and pretty much never had to look at it again after that third day. And even if I didn’t remember everything, I’d remember where I last left it.

Confidence

Another thing I liked about this strategy was the confidence it provided. Many times I’m asked something and I’m like “I think it’s this.” With a memory palace, there is no “think.” Which gram negative bug is more dangerous to patients with Sickle Cell? Well, there’s a giant Grim Reaper with a Sickle in the basement I used to live in, next to little Timmy who’s on the last legs of life, standing in front of a Salmon-filled fish tank. There’s no doubt in my mind that it’s Salmonella. How do you treat a kid with that? Fulfill his Make-A-Wish and have him meet The Rock (Rocephin). That one’s a little “grim,” but the more ridiculous you can make the story, the better. If a mnemonic can make you laugh, if you can work humor into your studying, you’ll start remembering more.

Before going all-in on the memory palace for this portion of ID, I tested it out for parasites and fungal infections for the last exam. A really fascinating occurrence happened just minutes before the exam started. I was talking with another student and a pretty interesting question came up that we thought might be asked. However, between the two of us we couldn’t remember which of two disease processes this question belonged to. The more I thought about it, however, I was 99% sure which disease it was. Why?

Because the last place I had left this piece of information was in a thrift store I used to work in, surrounded by Lenox porcelain figures and high-end hand me down clothing. The other disease in question was in an imaginary restaurant nearby with flat worms and trematodes.

A plague to the memory of a PA student is interference: getting two disease processes confused. I’ll hit an exam question and I’ll remember this buzzword was on the upper left of a chart I made… but both Measles and CMV were on an upper left corner of two different tables and I couldn’t remember which it belonged to. A memory palace is the greatest insurance to this because not only are these topics no longer in similar tables, they’re not even in the same movie or zip code.

Free Real Estate

So back to the original prompt: I talked about Buzz Lightyear and meningitis already.

What about Mike Wazowski chasing a sheep around his apartment while Sully inhaled some toxic soup? Well, that represents Bacillus Anthracis, or Anthrax. I didn’t need a mnemonic to remember their apartment was Anthrax; they just become one in the same. After Mike caught the sheep (a vector for Anthrax), he got a black eschar. Meanwhile Sully was cooking soup and inhaling it, but he was inhaling Anthrax, and he got mediastinitis.

And what about a nickel falling from the sky into the volcano of the fish tank from Finding Nemo? For this exam, the most overwhelming bug was Staph Aureus, but I worked every important detail into made-up scenes from Finding Nemo. So for Staphylococcus Scalded Skin Syndrome, I pictured swimming into the fish-tank volcano in the dentist’s office from Finding Nemo, where there were a bunch of babies with exfoliating skin, like a spa. And underwater, you look up and a nickel falls out of the sky: Nikolsky Sign.

This process is fun, but it’s not easy. It’s definitely time consuming but to me, it’s time well spent. It’s the only study strategy I’ve ever used that provides a comprehensive, logical, and incredibly organized way to recall information. You already have the layout of your room, your parent’s house, your gym, or your favorite movies permanently in your long-term memory. Those neurons are free-real estate. Use them!

You can’t use a memory palace for everything. It works best with long lists and topics with multiple “buckets” and ID was perfect for that. When you need to tackle multiple different topics in a pinch, it works wonders.

PA School isn’t all memorization, but it’s still a lot of memorization. And knocking out the laundry list of contraindications for TPA, triggers for a migraine, causes for elevated amylase, and every other list that exists so that you can focus more on the pathophysiology and the why is pure gold. When a large percentage of your time studying relies on memory, why not borrow techniques from people who practice it as a hobby?

P.S. I recorded myself making a portion of this memory palace which I’ve uploaded to my YouTube channel. You can view it here.

Rite of Spring

Hours ago I finished up the 4th exam for my core course of my second semester of PA School. I’ve been trying to write a blog post since the second week of class but things have been that busy. Spring Semester has been intense. With just days until Spring Break, let’s take a look back at the last two months.

This morning’s exam tested my ability to distinguish among the following: 

  • Primary, Secondary, and Subclinical Hypothyroidism

  • Primary, Secondary and Ectopic Hyperthyroidism

  • Primary Hypoparathyroidism

  • Secondary Hyperparathyroidism

  • Primary Hyperparathyroidism

  • Pseudohypoparathyroidism, which is still sort of Secondary Hyperparathyroidism

  • Pseudopseudohypoparathyroidism

I swear all of those things are real medical conditions. The mental gymnastics I had to employ to keep all of that straight was quite absurd. That content is also just scratching the surface of three PowerPoints (PPT) of a seven PPT exam on Endocrinology.

I actually wrote a blog in May of 2023 called “Diabetes Medications: Quick and Dirty.” Fast forward almost a year, and I created this:

The Endocrine system has always been interesting to me. In March of 2021 while I was studying Biology for my Post-Bac, I uploaded a video outlining a mnemonic for the hormones of the Pituitary Gland. And now, 3 years later, I used the same mnemonic, but made this:

The exam this morning was pretty high stakes for me because my blog has started to gain some attention and I’ve started to recommend my study strategies. So employing them for this exam… and not doing well would have been disheartening and pretty embarrassing. But luckily, I did well. What I’m doing is working. It’s important for me to mention that on here because I talk about so many different study techniques and as a reader you might be wondering, “Okay, yea but does any of this actually work?” ’ll reiterate again: I’m no genius. I’ve had average grades almost my entire life. But in returning to school at 34, I’ve re-entered academics with a fresh perspective and I think I’ve stumbled upon some pretty big revelations and started to get this down to a science. Am I getting 100s? Hardly. But a perfect score should never be the goal in PA School. Perfection isn’t sustainable nor worth the effort for most students. The goal is passing with wiggle room, or “Passing with style.” It’s about doing well enough and still being a functioning human being.

The Feynman Technique

I haven’t talked about the Feynman Technique much, but it deserves special mention. I wrote a 97 page “Study Guide” from seven PPTs of content for this exam, a process I’ve been repeating since September. And the format I follow for my writing is grounded in the Feynman Technique: taking a complex topic and putting it in language that a child could understand. And the idea isn’t to “dumb down” concepts and present them in a condescending way. The idea here is that in order to teach something complex in simple terms, you have to understand it very, very well. That’s huge.

How much of your study time do you spend teaching? The answer should be “yes.”

I’ll share an example of this technique in action mixed with my own personal spin of “StoryNoting”. My favorite example of this has to do with Calcium’s relationship to Albumin:


🧮  Correcting Serum Calcium Based on Albumin

Well a normal calcium is: 8.5-10.5 mg/dL. 85-105mm is a really nice portrait lens if you’re into photography. Here’s the deal, remember that half of that 1% of serum calcium (0.5%) are chilling on proteins like 🛟Albumin. So if 🛟Albumin is low calcium might be artificially low. Wait, but where does the 0.5% go… it just doesn’t exist I guess? Wouldn’t it just also be in the serum with that other 0.5%? I guess not. So where is it, still in the bones waiting to hop off the bone into the lazy river of blood but it needs an 🛟Albumin float or something cause the water is cold? Yea let’s go with that.

Okay, but BEFORE we waste the hospital’s money on a calcium panel, we need to do some math. This is important so let’s nail this. First, remember that:

99% of this bad boy Calcium is in our bones and teeth. The other 1% is in the blood:

  • 0.5% bound to proteins, like 🛟Albumin

  • 0.5% is free and BIOACTIVE

Yes, so that albumin is important. If that’s low, we need to account for it. We want albumin to be 4.1, like the GPA we’ll never have. If it’s low, remember that means less lazy river 🛟Albumin pool floats for Calcium to jump onto. We need to count how many Calciums are standing on the edge of the river (the blood stream) because there aren’t enough floaties.

We need 4.1 albumin, but let’s say we only have 2, so we are 2 shy of a full pool. So, we add back in to our Calcium, 0.8 for every 1 float of albumin we are missing. How are you going to remember that it’s 0.8? If you can’t remember, picture someone coming into the classroom while you’re taking this exam with an 🎱 8-Ball, POINTING to it, so there’s your decimal, telling you it’s full of calcium, and then promptly shoving it down your throat. Sorry if that’s too much, but now we won’t forget it.

Back to our patient… Normal Calcium is: 8.5-10.5 mg/dL.

The patient has a total calcium of 8 mg/dL and a serum albumin concentration of 2 g/dL. Oof, Calcium is an 8? We need 8.5 to be normal. So do we pull our labs…. NOT YET! Look at that albumin! Missing two pool floaties (2 under 4.1); so we need to account for the fish out of water. So add in 0.8 X2 = 1.6 units of calcium giving our adjusted calcium a new value of 9.6 mg/dL. Very nicely in that 8.5-10.5 range. Send em home!


It might seem absolutely absurd to write things like: “Yes, so that albumin is important” or “Sorry if that’s too much, but now we won’t forget it” or interrupt a thought process with a comment about photography, but I’m not just going to re-type what’s on the slides. That’s a tremendous waste of time. I like writing as a stream of consciousness. If I misunderstand something, I keep it in and just make the clarification. You might also think that writing in “flavor text” is a waste of time. I’d argue that slowing things down and spending more time with topics make them stick; you might as well have some fun while you’re doing that. I’ve spent two hours on 11 slides before because I really want to understand those 11 slides before I move forward. As much as I promote the usefulness of memory, understanding is critical.

The key with Feynman is to write notes for an audience, not for yourself. This forces you to be really clear and break things down. Other students do read my content, but even before they didn’t, I wrote in this fashion.

Taking a concept like Calcium & Albumin and turning it into a conversation about lazy rivers and pool floaties? That’s not studying. That’s just plain fun.

Anki Live

Something new I’ve been doing this semester is recording myself studying and then uploading it to YouTube. This is effective for me for a couple of reasons.

When the camera is on… I’m “on.” I find I never pick up my phone, get distracted, or browse away from what I’m studying. I’m staring at myself on screen and keeping myself accountable. It also gives me the opportunity to kind of “perform” while studying. I make commentary, get animated, get frustrated, and get excited when I get things correct. And even better, I can watch/listen to these videos while I’m doing laundry or driving to campus. A fellow student told me she was searching for resources on YouTube and my video came up. “I listened to it on a bike ride. Can you make more of these?” I mean, sure.

I’m very productive in the morning but once the afternoon comes around, I’d rather watch paint dry or go to the dentist than study another hour. Anki Live is my way of forcing myself into productivity. I get to create content, I get to populate my YouTube channel. It’s different. It works.

What Works

My recipe for success at the moment is the following:

  • Get a good night’s sleep every single night. Zero exceptions. If you want to maximize your sleep even more, go to bed and wake up at the same time every day, seven days a week. If you’re not sleeping well, you’re shooting yourself in both feet.

  • Protect your mental health at all costs. After an exam, avoid people. Suppress that urge to ask, “What did you put for…?” The best case scenario is you feel lucky, the worst case scenario is you feel stupid, and the even worse scenario is you make someone else feel stupid. I think that last part is very important to realize. If you want to look things up and see what you got right/wrong, do it in your own time. Make the acceptance of a failure a personal experience. It’s better to laugh at your own mistakes alone than try to argue your reasoning for why you chose an incorrect answer to a crowd. I almost always get defensive when everyone said A but I put B so I’ve taken myself out of that equation. It’s human nature to not want to look stupid. It’s human nature to want to be the person that saw something that no one else did. It works wonders for mental health to let all of that go.

  • Spend time with the content that you’re studying. Just you and the slides. Take your time, limit interruptions, and go over every single word and bullet. Don’t move forward to the next slide until you understand the one before it. Teach every slide in simple terms before moving on, whether you want to handwrite or type. Make it into a story and don’t take it too seriously.

  • You need to zoom out. 115 slides means nothing if you don’t understand the big picture. How many categories are here? How do they relate to each other? How many “Players” are there? You have to look at the entire cast before you can understand each character. Then… don’t just write an outline or massive never-ending spreadsheet! Put all of the players together in a scene and make something beautiful. Make your notes an invigorating episodic TV-show, not a drawn out, boring documentary.

  • Utilize spatial memory. The research says handwriting notes is superior but it’s critical to understand why. It’s not because they’re slower; it’s because they utilize spatial memory. Google Docs tables also utilize spatial memory. Also, do you know what technique the Official USA Memory Championship Record Holders use? Memory Palaces, a form of spatial memory.

  • Stop using Quizlet and start using Anki. You need to spend less time with the flashcards you know and more time with the ones you don’t. Also seeing a flashcard once doesn’t mean you know it. And when you get one wrong, Quizlet just shows it to you immediately again. With Anki, I have to see a card three times, spaced out, before it goes away.

  • If you really want to pick up extra exam points, study at least a few hours per exam with a group of people. What the group as a whole thinks is important is usually on the exam. Words of fellow students are very memorable.

  • Put interconnected topics all on one page and study little pieces of the larger whole, but never look away from that larger whole. Give the information you’re studying a permanent home rather than a fleeting short-term neuron. Put 100 slides into a single table and image occlude 150 words and keep running through it until you can almost recite the entire table from memory. I use Anki for this. If you were memorizing a map of the United States would you just look at one state, or even one region, at a time?

Here’s an example:

This goes into Anki and all but one occluded yellow box will appear at a time. That’s one flashcard. Let’s say it’s the one in the middle-right blue box surrounded by the purple asterisks. It reads “ETOH.” Once I get that right, I need to get it right two more times before the card goes away. In about 45 minutes, I’ll have weeded out the easier stuff. ETOH is pretty easy to remember but a lot of these others aren’t. I might have to try them 5 or 6 times before getting them correct. Then, the next day, I need to get the right once; this helps even more to see what I know and what I thought I knew.

The other massive benefit to this strategy is you can pick up trends. Oh… this class is good for ASCVD… where else did I see that. Oh it’s literally right here. I don’t have to go searching for connections.

In PA School we get whiteboards and wax pencils with each exam to use however we’d like. This morning, I took about 10 minutes after the exam began to fill the whiteboard. Each PPT had key tables that I created so I then drew out each one, whether that was a 3X3 or a 2X1 or a 3X2 and put the title of each box where it belonged. Just the title! I just need to know what goes where and the contents of each box just appear in my head. This allowed me to harness the short term memory of everything I had been studying, without the interference of the exam. I also noticed it calmed my nerves immensely. Staring at a blank whiteboard and having to draw something out mid-exam while your brain is already fuzzy isn’t ideal. The moment right before you dive into that first question is the moment on the exam when your head is the clearest. Utilize it.

Staring at a whiteboard loaded with the most high yield parts of your 97-page study guide that you wrote over the past two weeks, organized by spatial memory? In the words of Chazz Reinhold from Wedding Crashers: it’s like fishing with dynamite.

Freedom

Having spent over 10 years in Corporate America, you get used to hearing the words “No” and “You can’t do that” and “We’ve always done it this way!” I realized the life of a student is so incredibly liberating. It doesn’t matter how you study. You’re in complete control of how you get to your destination. I’m really grateful for that.

This last exam was a true test of my methods. I was terrified that I’d created so many tables that I’d confuse them all and I’d have to walk into remediation with my tail between my legs and have to admit that my silly rainbow-colored Google Docs charts had finally failed me and I’d have to resort to re-reading notes and typing out outlines. “Maybe stop spending so much time on choosing pleasing color palettes and emojis for your notes. Maybe stop writing out your notes like a blog post and just outline them like students have done for centuries. Put down your silly Nintendo controller and start taking this seriously. You’re going to have to start missing a little bit of sleep. This is a grind. This is a sacrifice. It’s not supposed to be fun. It’s supposed to be hard or else everyone would be doing it.”

Maybe one day I’ll hear those words… but it wasn’t today.

Studying in PA School: The Tools of the Trade

There are many tools I’ve used this past semester to study and help remember content to pass exams. With one week (now one day as I edit this) to next semester, let’s crack open the toolbox and see what worked. There’s a science to science but there’s also a science to studying, remembering, learning, and passing exams. So let’s tear apart note-taking, what makes a bad mnemonic, and the logic behind flashcards. Maybe I can uncover some new and insane way to help remember information (spoiler: I have).

Let’s talk.

StoryNotes

So here’s what I call StoryNotes: I take a PowerPoint deck (or any information) and process it. As a whole, how many sections does it include, what is going to fit nicely into a table, what is going to need some mnemonics to remember, etc. And then I just type it into plain language and try to maintain it like a stream of consciousness. It’s informal, self-aware, full of jokes, mnemonics, and observations. Even though I make these mainly for myself, I type like I’m teaching the information which is the best way to learn. If PA school is harnessing water from a firehose with a coffee straw, this is my way of getting rid of that water as fast as possible in bite size chunks, and using the fire hose to water the plants, if you will.

StoryNotes have another big benefit. The creation of something I can refer back to in the future if really valuable and has paid off already. You can’t really revisit Anki cards in the field. Here’s an example of StoryNotes.

The gold standard for me would be to create my notes before class so it’s like “Okay, this is my take from this content, now let’s reconcile it with what the professor has to say and maybe, just maybe, I can participate in class a little more and understand more.” Because that’s my biggest weak point: really understanding what is in front of me and being able to talk about disease processes as a whole. So that’s my #1 goal for the Spring. I don’t think I can pull this off for every single class, but I’ll try my best to do it for CMPP (my main class).

So StoryNotes are sort of the first pass of studying. What comes next, the real crux is the actual studying which for me is Anki. At the core it’s really just free recall and spaced repetition.

Enter the Matrix

Probably the most profound tool I’ve come across are tables within Google Docs, what I call Matrices. Now, I don’t handwrite my notes, but a powerful benefit of handwritten notes is spatial recall; you remember where and how large on the page the information is. Matrices work in a similar way. If you are comparing some disease processes, putting them all in a table so they can compare and contrast and live next to each other just works wonders. It helps narrow down multiple choice questions. If you don’t remember “What is” you might remember “What’s not” and that could get you the point.

Upon studying for finals, when going over Acute Bronchitis, Bronchiolitis, and RDS of the Newborn, my mind traveled right back to the matrix I made weeks and weeks ago. I didn’t remember everything but I remembered the big picture stuff. Just like with a Memory Palace, I can’t think about some of these concepts without thinking about the location in the tables. It’s pretty wild stuff. Here are some examples of Matrices from this semester:

Acronyms

I think the most infamous acronym mnemonic I’ve come across is: CLUBBING, which “spells” out the causes of digital clubbing:

  • Cyanotic Heart Disease, Cystic Fibrosis

  • Lung Cancer, Lung Abscess

  • Ulcerative Colitis

  • Bronchiectasis

  • Benign Mesothelioma

  • Infectious endocarditis, idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis, idiopathic, inherited

  • Neurogenic Tumors

  • GI Diseases: Cirrhosis, Regional Enteritis (Crohn’s)

At first glance… it looks like an absolute mess, but it’s actually not as chaotic as it appears. The second B meaning “Benign Mesothelioma” is so bad it’s good and actually quite memorable. The cool thing about acronyms is that you can encode whatever you want in each letter. “B” could make you think of honey which could lead to an H word.

The most important question here is… well how do you learn this acronym? You can either learn the entire thing all at once, learn each of the 8 terms separately, or put it into bursts or runs. The problem with learning the entire thing all at once, is I can master 6/8, but if I keep getting caught up on “Benign Mesothelioma” I have to keep repeating the entire flashcard, and that’s wasteful. Learning 8 separately is probably the best: “Hey, here’s the other 7, but one is missing, what’s missing and how does that fit into the other 8?” I opted for a hybrid approach and broke it runs of 3, 3, and 2. The value to an acronym, besides telling you there’s 8 in total and giving you the first letter, is to always present and recall the information in the same order. So this process worked and I got the exam question correct. Here’s what the Anki card looked like:

One acronym mnemonic I created that I’m particularly proud of is for the functions of the liver. The liver does… a lot. At first I had a bunch of image occlusions on the slide of the functions, but it just wasn’t working because I wasn’t reciting the functions in the same order every time. I could have tried doing it in sequential runs, like with CLUBBING, but I realized this was really important to know long-term, so I did something else.

I created both an acronym and a memory palace / story to go with it and I even embedded mnemonics within mnemonics. So my “cardinal” acronym was: ABUStIES. I’ll see if I can recall what they all stand for right now, months after I’ve seen this content:

  • A = Angiotensinogen

  • B = Bile & Bilirubin

  • U = Urea Cycle

  • St = Storage of CV-GIF

    • C - Copper

    • V - Vitamins? Yes, but A, D, K, B12

    • G - Glucose (as Glycogen?)

    • I - Iron

    • F - Fiber Fats

  • I = Immune Factors

  • E = Excretes Waste

  • S = Synthesizes ACT

    • A - Albumin

    • C - Clotting Factors

    • T - Thrombopoietin

Okay so I recalled almost all of that, just mistaking Fiber for Fats, and missing which vitamins. I recalled part of the memory palace to complete it. Adding in CV-GIF and ACT also didn’t slow me down at all. This is pretty powerful stuff. It’s worth noting that I included “St” along with “S” to not confuse the two S words. This does create the possibility that I might think the the “t” of “St” could mean another item starting with “T” but I’ve never gotten tripped up on that.

So this is like a “super mnemonic” because it combines two methods and I think it’s almost completely full-proof and obviously long lasting.

Acrostics

I talked about acrostics a bit in my last blog but they’re worth mentioning here. Notable examples I’ve encountered:

  • She Always Likes Friends Over Papa, Sister and Mama, the branches of the external carotid artery

  • TOSS My Gravy Spoon, Darling, the infra and suprahyoid muscles of the neck

  • Ooh, ooh, ooh to touch and feel very good velvet, such heaven (or any of the dirty variations), for the cranial nerves

With infinite respect to their authors, these are all… really bad. EDIT: I’ve been thinking about my wording here. My phrasing admittedly is a bit sensationalist. I think it’s important to make a clarification here (and I also feel bad and don’t want to offend anyone). I don’t have a problem with these mnemonics, and if you Google them you can find them all over the place. What’s most interesting to me is how often do we evaluate silly mnemonics like this? Who wrote them? Who cares? To me, the science of mnemonics is incredibly interesting but also incredibly niche. So I think there’s a lot of value to take a step back and say “Hey, is there a way to rewrite these mnemonics to make them more effective?” Anyways:

During this semester I rewrote the first two:

  • I changed this first one to ST-AP FA-LING Out-Of PA, St. Max, which is kind of a hybrid acronym/acrostic. ST: Superior Thyroid, AP: Ascending Pharyngeal, FA: Facial, LING: Lingual (this and facial are “switched”), Out Of: Occipital (Two Os make me think of eyes = occipital), PA: Posterior Auricular, St: Superficial Temporal, Max: Maxillary.

  • I kept TOSS which stands for Thyrohyoid, Omohyoid, Sternothyroid, Sternohyoid but pictured the first two sitting on top of two Sterno burners. The second part stands for: Mylohyoid, Geniohyoid, Stylohyoid, Digastric which I turned into: My Genie’s Stylin’ Digs or My Genie’s Stylist Digs Bellies (because digastric has two bellies). Notice how similar those words are to what they are representing. Swapping “Gravy” for “Genie” to stand for Geniohyoid is a no-brainer.

  • I hate the cranial nerve mnemonic so much. The first three words are the exact same! The cranial nerves are so important to remember, I created a memory palace using the layout of Dunder Mifflin from The Office. Even six months after its creation, I remembered almost all of it.

  • There’s one I created for the hormones of the Anterior Pituitary that I’m proud of: The Flute Lute Theater Act Professionally to Grow to Milan.

As you can see, the secret with acrostics is to make the words as similar as possible to the words they represent. That’s huge.

Term vs. Definition

When making a flashcard, there are two big questions: Do I answer the term or the definition or both? For example: Side 1: A localized suppurative staphylococcal skin infection originating in a gland or hair follicle. Side 2: Furuncle. I usually keep it in that fashion, and answer the term instead of reciting the definition. But what about this one: Side 1: Early varicella, herpes, poison ivy. Side 2: Examples of Vesicles. For that one, it’s probably in my best interest to list the three examples of vesicles. I might just start associating “poison ivy” with vesicles and miss “early varicella” on an exam question. However, I think that takes up too much processing power. As long as I read the entire question and definition, it should be fine.

Here’s another example. Side 1: Pt presents to the clinic with abnormally deep, regular, "sighing" respirations. What kind of breathing is this? What could they have? Side 2: This is classic Kussmaul. Causes are DUMP: Diabetic Ketoacidosis (DKA), Uremia, Metabolic Acidosis (Three acidic conditions) Pneumonia Which actually can cause respiratory alkalosis, along with Sepsis. Sick = fever = tachypneic = blowing off CO2. Again, it would be easier to list the causes first and answer with the term, but I chose the hard way. I think the important thing here is to try and make connections and not make the seemingly arbitrary list not so arbitrary.

Cloze Clues

There’s another really interesting question that I’ve been playing with, and that’s “How much of a hint can I get away with?” Here’s an example:

ABX indication for pts with acute cholecystitis:

  • {{c1::Elevated WBCs: If WBC >12.5}}

  • {{c1::Fever: Clinical findings of Temp >101.3}}

  • {{c2::Air in GB or GB wall - Perforation!}}

  • {{c2::Elderly or Immunocompromised}}

So I see that I need four different things (and risk recalling them in a different order each time) But what if I rewrote this card as:

  • {{c1::Elevated WBCs: If WBC >12.5}} (LAB VALUE)

  • {{c1::Fever: Clinical findings of Temp >101.3}} (VITAL SIGN)

  • {{c2::Air in GB or GB wall - Perforation!}} (RADIOLOGY FINDING)

  • {{c2::Elderly or Immunocompromised}} (AGE / PATIENT POPULATION [2])

Is this going to inhibit my learning? My hypothesis is… probably not. I’m still recalling the answers but I think I’m cutting out the unneeded brain power. I actually think every Cloze should have an associated context or hint.

Here’s another example I’ve been playing with:

Within the context of Acute Liver Failure: So the cause of thrombocytopenia is due to something called {{c1::splenic}} sequestering OR: splenic {{c1::sequestering}}.

“Due to something called” is very generic. If I left it at that and had to recall “Splenic Sequestering” as a whole I’d probably have to look at that card quite a few times. Why not just present half of the answer? I think as long as I am recalling part of the answer, I’ll still remember it.

Memory Palaces / Roman Rooms

For the record, I’m editing this blog on vacation in Rome. Today’s my off day as I spent yesterday hiking the 200 steps of the Petraio in Naples, a neighborhood built around a massive staircase, up to Castel Sant'Elmo where I was met with an incredible view of Naples, Mount Vesuvius, and the Tyrrhenian Sea. I’m in my hotel room now, a Roman room, blogging about the Roman Room. That’s pretty neat.

I spent a lot of time in the year prior to my PA studies on memorizing the Top 300 prescribed medications. I did this more as an experiment in memory rather than to prepare for school, but it’s paid off in spades. I haven’t tried recalling the entire thing since the Summer, but I still remember almost every single one whenever one presents itself in class. And the other thing is that it’s impossible for me to think of a medication and not think about the location where I last left it. They’ve now become one in the same. My memory palace has helped me with quite a few exam questions and has helped me learn the context of these medications quite a bit. The other amazing thing is that I can add to it… now that I’ve learned more about Lisinopril (Zestril, Prinivil) which is the desk in the front room of my parents’ house. This desk is now in my apartment, but I think about the location that it used to be, rather than where the desk is now when I recall Lisinopril. I was able to mentally put a stack of bananas on the desk and think about a person swelling up as well to remember that the medication causes hyperkalemia and angioedema.

I’ve only created a couple of fully baked Memory Palaces in PA school, but they’re still handy when I need them. The most infamous for me is for the entirety of what we needed to know for vaccines. I used the layout of our PA studies building. The best part about it was that it was fun. It was active. I looked at the slides of what we needed to know and was filled with existential dread. There’s a lot of power in pulling out the Uno reverse card and saying “You know what, I’m going to make you the most fun thing to learn ever.”

I have the layout of my apartment in my back pocket in case a particularly nasty concept presents itself. You can encode in insane amount of information in the place where you live.

Numbers

The greatest challenge and barrier to memory so far in PA School is arbitrary numbers. Luckily, my program doesn’t make us memorize medication dosing (since they can be looked up) but there are a bunch of numbers we still need to know:

  • Years (vaccinations, houses for asbestos, etc.)

  • Volume, like the amount of CSF in the brain, in mL

  • Length, like the size of the aorta

  • Scales such as BMI and hypertension

  • Age ranges like for screenings, childhood development, etc.

  • Time, like the amount of time that has to elapse for hospital acquired pneumonia, post-op ileus, DVT risks, etc.

  • Frequency, like how often to get a mammogram, colonoscopy, etc.

  • Amounts like salt, alcohol, calories, fat, etc.

It’s… a lot and really tough to remember.

I’ve heard some people create an image for every number from 1-100. So if 35 was a camera lens, and 70 was my grandfather, I’d associate my grandfather and a camera lens for the ages of a diabetes screening. But you need 100 images, and have to memorize all of them before you can start applying it.

There’s another system called the Major System that converts numbers into sounds. The general idea is:

  • 1 = t,d (both letters have 1 downstroke)

  • 2 = n (has two downstrokes)

  • 3 = m (three downstrokes)

  • 4 = r (R kind of looks like 4 backwards, is the last letter of fouR)

  • 5 = l (roman numeral for 50)

  • 6 = soft g/j (looks like an upside down 6), sh, ch

  • 7 = k/c (looks like two sevens stuck together), q, hard G

  • 8 = f (cursive f looks like 8) or v

  • 9 = p/b (mirror image of 9)

This one sounds insane, but requires much less up-front effort. Let’s see if we can apply it. So let’s say I need to remember 18-79 for the ages for Hepatitis C screenings. I would create the sentence Taffy Cup, maybe you get Hep C from licking a bunch of taffies in a cup. The first two consonants of Taffy are T and F, which is 18 and the first two of Cup are C and P which is 79. That’s… actually very cool. This is absolutely the kind of insane stuff I’d be into.

HIV screening ages are 15-65. Tall Jill. So I’d just remember Tall Jill or think of a tall person named Jill with HIV. I really, really like this. The cool thing too is 15 can just now become “Tall” every time. I can come up with a library of words so I don’t have to think of new ones. I mean, unless that becomes too unwieldy. Like anything with 15 would be Tall Jill, Tall Mike, Tall Golf, Tall Chip, etc.

I think this is a fascinating technique and one worth trying.

Memorizing the 9 sounds would be absolutely cake. I could even test myself with creating words and asking what number they would be. I definitely want to research this some more.

There are actually quite a few resources that generate words for you:

In looking over the slides for class tomorrow, I gave the major system a try. To remember the values for hemoglobin for men and women, I came up with: Men: Tear Tequila and Women: Denim Dilemma. Tear is 14 and tequila is 17.5. Denim is 12.3 and dilemma is 15.3. Oh man. It’s so stupid but it’s already working. Do you know how long it would take to memorize those numbers alone? Probably days, especially because they have decimals.

Can You Have Too Many Mnemonics?

You might be skeptical of all of the ridiculousness of these memory techniques. Is this even learning at this point? Can you have too many mnemonics that you don’t even remember the actual information anymore? The answer to this question is a resounding no. If I don’t have some sort of harebrained, humorous way to remember something, I have a much lower chance to remember it.

If at least one exam question doesn’t make me laugh out loud because of some absurd conversation I had about a topic, I’m not trying hard enough. Actually, I’m probably trying too hard and taking things a little bit too seriously.

I see mnemonics like shortcuts on your desktop. Sure they take up more memory, but they are kilobytes to the megabytes and gigabytes they lead to. Efficiency has an upfront cost but saves time and reduces errors in the long run.

Anyway, that’s it for now. Happy 2024! Catch you in the next one.

Looking Back: One Semester of PA School

After each academic milestone I hit, I do two things: I listen to Explosions In The Sky’s 12 minute, “With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Slept” and I write. The song itself is instrumental but the title is enough to capture the feeling of finishing my first semester of PA school.

So what was it like going back to school at 34? What worked? What didn’t? Did I fulfill my goal of not missing an hour of sleep? Why was the final night of finals a highlight of my entire semester? Let’s talk.

What Worked

It’s an interesting feeling for sure: to feel “done” yet know this is just the beginning. I know Winter Break is going to fly by at lightspeed and I’ll be right back at it again soon. I think back to my time in my accelerated post-bac, feeling completely overwhelmed with organic chemistry thinking to myself, “I can’t imagine anything more challenging than this.” I’m thankful for my post-bac which gave me the mettle and grit I’ve employed this semester. The first four months of PA school were certainly challenging, but so very possible.

I spent a lot of time before PA school just thinking about the meta of learning. In fact that was the subject of some of my very first blogs. What even is studying? I learned that you need sleep for neurons to grow and solidify. I stumbled upon this Wikipedia page and learned about the importance of things like Brain-derived neurotrophic factor (BDNF). I learned about the Feynman Technique, the idea of taking complex topics and putting them into simple terms. And probably most importantly, I discovered the Memory Palace technique and sort of retro-fitted that into Google Docs Tables. The one piece of advice that I didn’t follow is handwriting my notes. As much as the research suggests that handwriting is better, typing just works better for me.

During school I stumbled upon a lot of little discoveries. It can be uncomfortable to study with other people because you feel like a dope, but you learn so much by surrounding yourself with people who are better than you at things. If you’re the smartest person in the room, you’ll never grow. Feeling stupid is the first step of feeling smart. You can hit a flashcard until your eyes bleed but hearing it once from a classmate sticks instantly.

I also tried my best to turn studying into a game, something to look forward to. I use a Nintendo Switch controller and blast music while I run through Anki. I try my best to translate PowerPoint slides into a story, typing out a stream of consciousness filled with jokes, memes, and absurd mnemonics. If I don’t make it fun, I can’t do it. I think a big mistake in academics is to take it much too seriously. Speaking of Anki, I really can’t stress how much of a game changer it is. It weeds out what you already know and makes you focus on harder content. It saves so. much. time.

I learned quickly that I don’t need to learn and memorize every single slide to succeed. Also, perfection is not sustainable and should not be a goal. You have to be happy with a 90 and be ecstatic with an 80 on an extremely hard test. Don’t beat yourself up if you fail an exam; just make sure you course correct for the future. I’ll take a 90 and a full night’s sleep over a 100 and an all-nighter, every single time. Don’t get angry because a question was written ambiguously. Learning to let go is so important. If your professor says to avoid the weeds, get out of there. If they reiterate time and time again that losing sleep is detrimental, then go to sleep. If they say focus on the new content for finals, then focus on the new stuff! The person who knows what’s best for you is rarely yourself.

Let’s talk about finals week.

Finals Week: The Lows

Finals week was tough. We had 6 cumulative exams and 2 practicals. It’s so much information, that you just become numb to it all. The most important offense to the invasion of information is simply time. If you put the time in, you’ll be okay. Just make sure you don’t lose any sleep!

The first final was our bread and butter 8-credit class; a four hour, 230 question exam. I spend the majority of my time working on that class so I felt fine and appreciated that it was up first. The second exam, History & Physical, is more about the practical part of medicine. I felt okay for that one too. The remaining 6 exams, however, I felt not so good. It’s really hard to forecast and balance out your time for 8 different classes.

After the third exam Tuesday afternoon, I returned to a home-base campus conference room where a group of us were studying. Even four months in, you still can’t help but compare yourself to your peers. It stings when someone explains a concept so matter of factly when you’re still struggling; you constantly feel like you know so little. And even the things you “know” do you really understand? I woke up the next morning and just felt deflated. I had poured everything I had into the first three exams and I wasn’t sure I had anything left.

I think Wednesday was the closest thing I had to a mental breakdown all semester. I wondered if I had what it took to be an ER PA one day or would I have to settle for something I was less interested in. Would I even get that far? I grappled with the struggle of trying to fit in as an older student. I had one of those moments where you just open the door to every doubt and insecurity that exists.

An hour or so later I headed to campus, still in a funk. Wednesday was a “break” of sorts as it had two practicals, one which was an SP or “Standardized Patient” encounter with a live patient, and the other which was an anatomy practical with a handful of… not so live patients. I enjoy the former quite a bit. After staring at PowerPoint slides for an eternity, it’s nice to interact with a human being.

After the SP encounter I headed to the anatomy practical. As grateful as I am to get the opportunity to study in an anatomy lab, it’s my least favorite part of my studies. There’s something so raw and visceral about that experience; it’s a stark reminder that medicine is gruesome and that life is temporary. The practical is timed and everyone is guarding their clipboards as to say “Yea, I know which gluteal artery that is. Maybe study a little harder next time.” It’s a torture chamber of anxious energy. As I continued around the room approaching a pinned structure, I leaned forward to get a closer look. I notably shrugged and chuckled, indicating I had no idea what structure I was looking at. My fellow classmate laughed as well as to say “Yea dude, I have no idea either.” It was a nice moment of camaraderie and levity, especially as I banged my head into the lamp that was shining onto what I think was the remnants of a piriformis muscle. It’s nice to smile and laugh, especially when you’re hopelessly overwhelmed and stressed.

Finals Week: The Highs

And then all of a sudden it was Thursday evening, the night before the final final: Anatomy.

So anatomy lab is its own class. There’s an entirely different lecture-based class on anatomy which was the subject of this final. It was cumulative (like every final), an exam on literally the entire human body. Every single nerve, muscle, blood vessel, bone, lymph vessel, and associated “Clinical Pearl” was fair game. Okay, it’s not as bad as it sounds. Sixty percent of the exam was on new material (the head and neck), so focusing there and then praying you remember some of the old stuff sounded like a solid strategy (and it was).

Luckily I had started grinding anatomy Anki the week before, mindlessly clicking through the flashcards I had made in class weeks ago. Usually dinner for me was reheated meal-prep and an episode of Workaholics, but dinners leading up to finals week became trying to figure out what the heck Scaphocephaly and Phantogeusia were. It sucked; I was taking a break from studying one subject by studying another. I realized, though, that Anki alone wasn’t working for this material so I put them on pause. I decided to start writing out what I call “StoryNotes” for the class. I had worked on these notes a bit every day leading up to Thursday night.

That night I still wasn’t feeling great. I won’t lie, I was worried that I wouldn’t do well the next day. But I always tell myself that I’m just one person and I can only do so much. Is this one exam going to be what stops me from being a great PA one day? No way. Also, I hadn’t lost a single hour of sleep all semester and I wasn’t going to make the final night the first night I lost sleep. That would seriously put a damper on the blog I was planning to write.

Some of the PowerPoint decks I was working with were… a little chaotic: a hodgepodge of wall-to-wall Arial text, Netter pictures with 50 labeled structures, overlaid text boxes, bright yellow font on this slide, bright red on that one, paragraphs of text hiding in the notes section. I can’t imagine it’s easy to put together an Anatomy deck, especially for neurology. It’s a lot.

So I pored over all of the slides. I asked myself: “Okay, they have 30 questions to ask here? Let’s find them. If I was writing this exam, what would I ask?” I translated and organized every slide into what I hoped was clearly understandable language (The Feynman Technique). As Thursday evening rolled on and I was entering into the last of the six decks and the final hours of the night, I realized an increasing number of viewers in my Google Doc (I usually share my notes with the class).

At one point, nearly half the class was in there with me; I had an audience. I received a GroupMe notification and saw that some students had some really nice words (read: some of the nicest compliments I’ve ever received) about the work I was doing. And honestly, that was a complete game changer for me; it didn’t just change my whole week, it changed my entire semester.

I cranked up Judah & the Lion’s “Over My Head” and proceeded into the most frenetic yet focused study sprint of my life. That song is the most fitting for the night before a final: “While I hydrate, caffeinate, medicate, repeat… all these thoughts are an ocean that I’m drowning in, I’m in over my, I’m in over my head.” I was a mad man typing away to the sound of a mandolin and a kick drum.

I think my favorite moment was when I discovered a mnemonic that was given to us for the branches of the External Carotid Artery: “She Always Likes Friends Over Papa, Sister and Mama.” This one… deserved a makeover. This is called an acrostic mnemonic and what I’ve learned is you should make the mnemonic as close as possible to the actual words. S for “Superior Thyroid Artery” is quite a stretch. I converted it to a hybrid acronym: ST-AP FA-LING Out-Of PA, St. Max. I don’t know who St. Max is, but nailing that mnemonic got me a point on the final. Bless up, St. Max.

Another mnemonic I was quite proud of was for Huntingdon’s Disease: It was “I wanna cauDATE Olivia Wilde,” whose character in the TV show House had Huntington’s (and a defect in the Caudate Nucleus causes it). Here’s a collection of resources I created for this exam, along with a photo of me and my messy locker on Wednesday (practical day; I needed three sets of clothes).

And then all of a sudden it was 9PM. There was a great amount I didn’t feel even close to confident in. There were entire prior exams I hadn’t even looked at. But I didn’t care. It was time for bed and not enough sleep would destroy all of the hard work I just poured out. That’s huge; after a focused study session you need a full night’s sleep or it all won’t stick. I powered down and hit the lights.

I woke up briskly at 5AM, shot out of bed, grabbed a coffee and dove right into Anki. What I learned is that after I type out my notes, it multiplies Anki’s effect because I can now anchor this information into my own writing and resources. I can now spatially recall the information I’ve organized. I hit 634 cards that morning. The exam was at 9:30AM. I drew the brachial plexus on a giant post-it on my bathroom wall while I brushed my teeth with the other hand.

I have a tradition that during my commute on the morning of an exam, I blast pop-punk and sing at the top of my lungs. It’s an exhilarating way to get the adrenaline pumping. Whichever song I choose, it’s usually stuck in my head during the entire exam and it helps me focus. This time it was “Try” by The Menzingers which was a rallying anthem for me that week. I sat in the car for a bit and quickly reviewed content from old exams; a load up on short-term memory for old content works pretty well.

I walked in to the classroom and took my seat. Our professor congratulated us on making it this far. This was it. We were 110 questions away from completing the first semester of PA School. I’ll never forget the deep breath I took before the first exam. I took another deep breath and began.

I was grinding through the questions at a steady pace, realizing I had forgotten to look over the entire unit on the abdomen. Oops. And then, boom, there it was: a question on Huntingdon’s Disease and my mnemonic was staring me right in the face. I answered the question instantly and let out a huge grin. Next question.

As the classroom emptied behind me I stuck with my strategy of going back over the exam and reviewing every question; it takes a lot of patience but I think it’s worth it. I finished up, hit submit, and walked out of the room for the last time that semester.

About five people told me they got the Huntington’s question right because of my silly mnemonic.

Two Things

If there are two things you need to succeed in PA school, I’d say it’s a consistent sleep schedule and motivation.

What I’m most proud of this semester is that I didn’t lose a single hour of sleep. For an entire semester, I went to bed by 10PM and woke up at 4:55AM every single morning, including most weekends and including all five days of finals.

I’m not saying this to boast nor am I saying I’m the only one to ever pull this off. Expressing that achievement as a proud moment is important to me. I think I just want people to know that it’s possible. For the record, I’m not some insanely disciplined person who meal preps and exercises all of the time. Despite my age, my life is next to a mess. I’m a very average and flawed human being. I’m not a genius. Never in my life have I been anywhere near the top of my class, including in PA School. To me, I’m just smart enough to know that I’m not crazy smart; I’m smart enough to know that I need to look for some tools and hacks to heighten the intelligence that I do have.

I look at my colleagues in my class and think, “Wow, they must really have their life together.” I have no idea if anyone thinks the same about me. But if they do, it’s certainly not the case. And that makes me feel better because despite outward appearances, we all have stuff going on.

Let’s talk sleep.

I’m fortunate enough to have a 1-bedroom apartment so I never once studied in my bedroom. That room was for sleep and that was it. I think it really helps you disconnect from the day and clear your mind so you can fall asleep. I don’t wake up to a phone alarm, I wake up to my favorite music. I have a different playlist that plays every morning. And it’s fully charged pop-punk we’re talking here. Every morning is like waking up in a new scene of my own movie. Life’s too short to not feel like the Main Character as you start your own day. I set my lamps to slowly turn on around 4:30 AM, the music starts playing at 4:55 AM, and then my annoying phone alarm finally goes off at 5:00AM, which is plugged in outside of my bedroom so I need to leave the room to retrieve it. Charging my phone in another room also means I can’t use it in bed. I think the big piece to this whole thing is that I try to stick to this sleep schedule on the weekends. Waking up at 5AM on Sunday, a day before the week begins, works absolute wonders.

Let’s talk motivation.

Motivation is certainly hard to find and even harder to maintain. For me, I’ve found it in writing study guides. People find the content I create useful. Two students told me they sat down over a glass of wine and watched a YouTube video I created. That’s pretty awesome. So as I study, I can help and teach other people. I’ve found an unlimited source of motivation.

The underlying theme here is that I’d love to teach one day. There’s a science to… science, but there’s also a science to learning and I feel like we vastly overlook the latter.

So that’s my secret. If my way of studying means another student can get another 1-2 hours of sleep, because they don’t have to dig through a deck looking for useful information, or can pick up a couple of points on an exam because of my stupid mnemonics, then I’ll keep doing that for the next two years.

That’s it for now. I’ll see you in the Spring!


100 Days: The Anatomy of the Night Before an Exam

“There are two things that people from Philly love: the Birds, and being weirdly aggressive,” Hot Mulligan singer Tades Sanville explained to the sold out crowd from the stage of Philly’s Fillmore. I was in that crowd and felt lucky to be there. The rigors of PA school have made my favorite hobby of attending shows few and far between. Luckily this one fell on a Friday and I wasn’t going to miss it, even with two brutal exams just on the other side of the weekend. Even at 34 there’s almost nowhere I’d rather be than in a pit full of strangers shoving each other as Heart Attack Man plays “Like a Kennedy,” my #1 song this year according to Spotify Wrapped.

PA school is all about sacrifice. I had to miss out on quite a few shows this semester because I’ve been so busy. There’s really not much time for anything else. I took my 23rd exam just this morning, and that doesn’t count 3 quizzes and 5 practicals this semester. Final exams are in a week and a half. So what have the first 100 days of PA school been like? Let’s talk.

Let’s walk through the anatomy of the night before an exam. This morning’s exam was particularly grueling and my head is still spinning. We call the class CMPP; it’s three classes in one, 8 credits altogether of Clinical Medicine, Pharmacology, and Pathophysiology. It’s the bread and butter and meat and potatoes of PA school. This exam was the beefiest to date, clocking in at nine PowerPoints and 580 slides. The content was entirely GI related and relied on my ability to the tell the difference between Alcoholic Fatty Liver Disease, Alcoholic Hepatitis, Acute Liver Failure, Viral Hepatitis (A through E, mind you), Ischemic Hepatitis, Cirrhosis… and the list goes on. And that’s barely a third of the content! I wrote a 67 page study-guide, went through 621 flashcards, listened to Cram the Pance, rewatched lectures, studied alone, studied as a group, AND recorded over two hours of YouTube videos… for one exam!

I think one of the biggest problems with material like this is that you start to forget what goes where. You memorize entire clinical vignettes… but forget the name of the actual disease process. You recite a triad, but forget the name of it, or what it’s even related to. I know you run a Lille score on day 7 to continue treatment… wait but for what? Which one can have an elevated INR? Wait but which one needs an elevated INR to be called this? I had to spend a lot of time with studying just reminding myself what PowerPoint I was even in and what was the name of what I was studying. It’s hard to put a face to the disease processes you’re studying.

This exam was unique for me because I ran out of study time. Usually my study group will set aside at least an entire night to review, but the night before, there were entire presentations some of us hadn’t even looked at yet. I had gone through 7/9 of them (also, “gone through” does not = master), the exam was in 14 hours, and I was still missing nearly 30% of the entire exam’s content. I ended up skipping a two hour class to make up some time.

Then I had a decision to make… do I go home and just grind Anki, or do I do some group study. I decided to do some group study and go over things I was familiar with. I sat down and a few of us just talked through things, one topic at a time. In the back of my head I was thinking “I shouldn’t be reviewing what I already know.” However, the power of group study continues to show it’s strength. When recalling information on the exam, what’s most memorable, time and time again, are the words of a fellow student. There were multiple nuances that I had overlooked as not important, but other students thought they were important and lo and behold, they were exam questions. It happens every time.

PA school is sifting through hundreds of slides of soil and dirt just looking for something that you think might be valuable. Don’t do it alone. Sometimes one student’s weeds are another student’s treasure.

After the group study, I went home, still with two entire slide decks that were foreign to me. So I made a plan: I’d tackle one at night, and the other the next morning, without losing any sleep in between. I’m determined that losing sleep is the most detrimental thing to my academics. I hadn’t lost an hour yet and wasn’t going to start then. Whatever material I didn’t get to, I didn’t get to. It’s not the end of the world. I did have a brief period of panic, but I took a deep breath and kept grinding.

There were two topics in particular: Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis (PSC), and Primary Biliary Cholangitis (PBC) that I needed to tackle. These two were like a master class in compare and contrast. One is more common in men, the other women. One has negative antibodies, the other positive. One has a buzz word histology finding, the other has a buzzword medication. You don’t hear the word Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis every day so just familiarizing myself with the words in front of me was difficult.

So I made a table, what I call a matrix, comparing and contrasting Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis (PSC) and Primary Biliary Cholangitis (PBC). I made PSC blue (more common in men) and PBC pink (more common in women). I put a big 90s 6-line letter “S” on the left. If you’re in my age bracket and have ever held a #2 pencil, you’ve drawn this. I put a big letter “B” that had a woman’s face in it on the right. And then I just dumped everything that had to do with each in their respective columns; it was either left or right, entirely binary. I think there were at least 7 or 8 questions in total on these topics, and I felt confident for every single one. Every time there was a question, the table would appear in my head. And when I read a buzzword like “Ulcerative Colitis” I could just feel that it belonged on the left, because that’s where I last left that information. That’s where it was literally sitting inside of my brain. And I knew the left side was blue, and had a huge S, so the answer was PSC. Then “T cells” came up. And I knew I had left that on the right side. “Ursodiol?” I left a picture of Ursa Major on the right side, so it’s PBC. Of the bajillion topics on this exam, PSC and PBC were what I spent the least time with, yet I felt the most confident with them. And yea, maybe because I reviewed them not long before the exam, I remembered them more, but I recall almost every facet about both now as I edit this blog now days after the exam. Spatial memory has become such a powerful tool for recall.

One of the funny things with this exam was a question regarding Alcoholic Hepatitis. I made a very elaborate mnemonic story set in the Harry Potter Universe: Mad Eye Moody (Maddrey) & Lilly Potter are setting out to help people with alcoholic hepatitis. Mad Eye is like, hey, Billy Rubin needs some Physical Therapy (Maddrey’s Function measures total bilirubin and PT). Then, McGonagall and five of her clean feline friends (PENT-OXI-FYLLINE, like five clean felines = Pentoxifylline (Trental). Lilly is like, I’m going to come back for book 7 (run a Lille score on day 7).

This med, pentoxifylline, had never been mentioned before, so it had to be a question, or so I thought. Upon reviewing this mnemonic with another student, I realized you could use either pentoxifylline or a steroid. I wrote it out on the white board and made a point of mentioning the steroid. If I hadn’t done that, I would have gotten the answer incorrect, and my entire elaborate mnemonic would have led me astray. Again, group study saved me.

So finals are around the corner. My strategy is just to do what I’ve been doing: transcribe the slide decks into plain language, make mnemonics that make me laugh, use spatial memory and memory palaces where needed, trust Anki, and lean on and rely on the bright minds around me. Am I going to go back and painstakingly review 23 exams-worth of content? No shot, bro. Finals in PA school are a numbers game. Both graduates of the program and my own professors have said to focus on new content, and that’s exactly what I’m going to do. If I don’t get to something, I don’t get to it. It’s not worth panicking or losing sleep over.

That’s it for now. Back to studying for finals. I’ll see you in the next one… after having finished my first semester as a physician assistant student.



Six Weeks In: Mnemonics, Medicine, & Mental Health

“I’m keeping a vision in my head of donning a short white coat and diving head first into PA school.” That’s a quote from a blog I wrote in June of 2020, two weeks into my pre-med post-bac at Jefferson. I described that process as “Furiously trying to outrun a hungry lion, or trying to out-swim a tidal wave, and I am just barely staying ahead.” Just three years ago I was wrestling with general chemistry. And now in October of 2023, I’m about to finish my sixth week of PA School.

I’ve had 8 exams, seen 2 standardized patients, rotated in 1 ER, presented 1 patient to an attending (and messed it up badly), learned how to scrub into surgery, and can draw the brachial plexus from memory. I can tell you that A Fib. is irregularly irregular, show you how to flex your digitorum profundus, and ask you 2 questions from 14 different body systems. I can probably palpate your brachial pulse and definitely not palpate your popliteal pulse. I can also, with zero hesitation, tell you if you have infective endocarditis.

PA School so far is… kinda fun? I wore pajamas to school yesterday and drank water out of a Prego jar today (it’s Spirit Week). I mean, it’s definitely a lot of work and I know it’s going to get worse, but I’m not miserable. It sort of feels like I’ve been dropped onto another planet. It’s really sort of hard to explain. School and my life have become a single entity, and I don’t mean that in an unhealthy way. I’m a student again… and you really have to lean into that lifestyle. I feel very fortunate and lucky not to have to wake up and go to a 9-5 job every day. I’m in a 2 year break from the real world.

I realize that every hour of my day is valuable and I need to be very purposeful with how I spend my time. If you’re curious as to what six weeks of PA school look like, I’ve been keeping track.

Here’s my current process (so I can look back a year from now and compare). I wake up every morning at 5AM, and try to do the same on weekends. To help wake up in the morning, I created seven 3-song playlists that go off every morning at 4:55. Waking up to pop-punk music beats the hell out of an iPhone alarm. I go to sleep by 10PM every night. I am absolutely committed to sticking to that sleep schedule as long as possible. They told us that on average, students spend 4-5 hours a night studying. I don’t think that’s sustainable at all. I’m done class by 5PM at the latest (earlier some days) and I schedule myself “flex time” from 5-7PM. I use this time to run errands, drive home, take my dog for a walk, check up on social media, cook, eat dinner, and watch an episode of Parks & Rec. If I feel like I’m behind on studying, I will cut into that time a bit. I try to get some very focused studying done between 7-9PM every night, and rarely do I make it past 8:30 PM. If I’m struggling at night, hopping on a call with another student or two does wonders for keeping me engaged and motivated. I then try to do another hour or so in the morning before class starts and usually study during lunch. I take every Friday night off. I couldn’t study if I wanted to because I have zero energy left by the end of the week.

So what is studying? Studying for me right now revolves almost entirely around Anki which I started using the first week of school. The rumors about Anki are true, it’s incredibly powerful and super fun. I have an addon that makes studying seem like I’m playing Halo 3, awarding me medals for strings of questions I get correct in a row. And now I’ve connected a Nintendo Switch controller to my Mac to control my flash cards; I can even AirPlay to my TV. I’ve turned studying into as close to a video game as possible… and I actually look forward to studying. Anki makes studying incredibly organized and time efficient. It’s not just flash cards, it’s an entire study management system. And anything that can do even a fraction of thinking for you is a godsend.

I generate my flashcards in class. I read that taking notes in class isn’t super effective. So I figure I have two options. I can either pre-study and outline the slides and make flash cards and then go to class and fully engage in the lecture, or I can use the time in lecture to make flashcards in real time. The former is probably better, but I just can’t seem to find the time to do it. Plus, I don’t know how far we are going to get in lecture, and I don’t have the personalized touch of a professor to clue me into important concepts.

I study mostly alone, but mix it up with other classmates and small groups very often. I think it’s absolutely necessary to study with other people; it’s like crowdsourcing and very synergistic. You bring what you studied solo to the table, and then you bring home what you grabbed from the group. Often, other students will bring up the most obscure detail from one bullet point at the bottom of a slide… and without fail that’s usually an exam question. You have to find those people that have a knack for sorting through the hundreds of slides for what’s likely to be on the test. Once you find those people, hold onto them for dear life. Now, don’t get me wrong, group studying has downsides. Sometimes, actually very often, I find myself in a group and it seems that everyone is way ahead of me. That’s not necessarily a bad thing; just ask them to teach you. It’s infinitely more valuable to know what you don’t know, as overwhelming as that might be. Take that knowledge with you and then keep working on the concepts.

Reviewing 400+ PowerPoint slides is like sifting through mud, rocks, and dirt looking for anything of value. Is this important? Is this something? Should I hold onto this? I definitely don’t need this; they’ll never ask about that (oops). You simply can’t memorize everything. It’s just not feasible. They also can’t ask questions on everything. So you have to flip some coins and hedge your bets. The benefit of group studying is that you grind away and sort through your pile and then you review that with everybody else. And sometimes you have nothing but a bucket of dirt and an old shoe, and they have a truck full of gold. The magic is that everybody filters information differently. But now instead of just using what you went through for 10 hours, you’re adding 40 hours of work from 4 other students who went through the same information and picked up insights you thought were unimportant. And if 3/4 of them all picked up on something that you missed, there’s a good chance it’s going to be tested. And for this reason, it’s important to crowdsource your studying; it’s free real estate.

For one of my exams, I did start StoryNoting which I’ve found helpful so far (this is a concept where you type out notes in a very matter of fact way, like a stream of consciousness, in a way that’s meant to be read by someone else). It makes the flashcards have some more life and context and I find my mind navigating to the tables and charts I’ve made when I’m recalling information.

I’ve discovered something else that works incredibly well for studying. I call it a Matrix. Okay, it’s really not that impressive because it’s just Insert > Table in Google Docs. It utilizes spatial memory to recall information. I was trying to remember a detail about Atrial Septal Defects and remembered it was the first / far left column on the table I had made which helped me remember. One I made was for nine different secondary causes of headaches. And I found that what was even more powerful was including images and memes along with words. Okay, Archer (tinnitus) was next to the meme about bright lights. And I knew the middle of the Matrix was Pseudotumor Cerebri. There’s a certain safety to think of a specific location where you left some information, and then visit it in your head to retrieve it. It’s much less chaotic than just searching your brain at random for what the heck Lidocaine does for dysrhythmias. A Matrix is somewhere between just jotting down notes and a Memory Palace. It works.

The Matrices I have been making have expanded and I’ve been sharing them with other students. I’ve had multiple mention to me that they’ve been useful. It’s unreal how much that inspires me to keep pushing. You mean I can study, make silly mnemonics and charts and help other people? Whoa.

I think when you make content meant for other students, you find yourself presenting the information in a simple way. That’s a big part of the Feynman Technique. And to present something simply, you have to have a more complex understanding of it.

Do you know the most successful therapy for chronic venous insufficiency? It’s laser therapy. An exam I took just hours ago asked me that exact question. Do you want to know how I remembered it? I included a meme of Dr. Evil from Austin Powers talking about lasers in the table I made. I had the dumbest smirk on my face when I saw that question. It’s so stupid but it works so well.

I have used a few Memory Palaces so far. I made one for the 14 systems for a Review of Systems (I used the layout of my Planet Fitness) and another for the 5 major / 5 minor Duke criteria for Infective Endocarditis (I used my Aunt and Uncle’s lawn and house). Putting a clock on a tree that rang every 12 hours to signify persistently positive blood cultures got me another exam question this morning.

I also have plenty of acronym and acrostic mnemonics. I think the biggest memorization struggle so far are lists. There are so many lists for causes of things and at this point they’re all sort of arbitrary because I don’t know enough to make the lists obvious. Causes of Hypopnea? MAGO. Heart murmurs? PASS. Restrictive Cardiomyopathy? SSS. Kussmaul Respirations? DUMP. Brachial Plexus? MARMU. In my Room I do ARMS on TueSday (Rheumatic Fever causes Aortic Regurgitation, and Mitral/Tricuspid Stenosis). Causes of Apneustic Respirations? Red (stroke), White (brain damage [like white matter]), and Blue (hypoxia). Causes of Barrel Chest? PESCA (like shooting fish in a barrel).

And do you know what I don’t remember? Most things that I don’t have some type of mnemonic for. Do you know what I do remember? That Claud and Ray Migrate to get Burgers (triad for Buerger’s Disease); Spilled Salt? Please Lick Floor (Class I Antiarrhythmics). Churg-Strauss Syndrome? Strauss AVEnue (Asthma, Vasculitis, Eosinophilia). Can I tell you what Churg-Strauss Syndrome is other than those three things and that it’s an arterial vascular disease? Not really. Does it matter? Probably not. PA School is like jumping out of an airplane with a needle, thread, and an iPad with a 2 hour lecture on how to sew a parachute that you can watch at 2X speed… and you have 5 minutes before you hit the ground. Just survive… somehow.

Just last night I was studying with a small group and we were scratching our heads at the PERC criteria for ruling in/out pulmonary emboli. I suggested a Memory Palace and we made one together to memorize all eight criteria; it took all of 3 minutes. The topic was on the exam, and we all got that question right! I don’t think anyone understands the joy it brings me to share memory techniques with other people and for them to actually work!

PA School feels much different than pre-med studies because I’m finally learning the culmination of what I’ve been studying over the past three years. And not just that, but I’m learning about what I’ve seen in the ER. I honestly can’t stress how impactful my experience in the ER has been, even just six weeks in. The content in class, even though it’s a lot, all makes sense when you figure it all out. And it’s… useful. You go home and you feel proud that you can talk about the muscles in the back and arm now, or that you can talk about medications for hypertension. Everything so far is really logical and just makes sense. And you can use our own body to kind of provide grounding for what’s happening. That’s so much different than anything in pre-med.

If I’m making PA school sound easy, that’s definitely not the case. There have been plenty of struggles. After an exam, discussing questions afterward is a double edged sword. You feel great when your answer matched up with everyone else’s. When your study group developed some harebrained way to remember something and it shows up, or the concept you talked about seconds before the test shows up, it feels great to high-five the crew and build that camaraderie. But when everyone else said A and you said B, you feel stupid and embarrassed. You feel like you’re missing something and you feel like you’re falling behind. It’s not a great feeling and you start comparing yourself to other people. You hear a student explain a concept in such a matter of fact tone and there are times when you don’t even know what they’re talking about. And of course you think, “Wow, is everyone on the same page like that?” “Did people really think that exam was easy?” You start to bend your own truth: “Yea it wasn’t too bad,” when in your head you’re quietly screaming. Or you feel completely spent at the end of the day and overhear some other students who are going to keep studying for a few hours and wonder how they have the energy. Or you go to bed early to keep up on your sleep schedule but you lie awake for a bit thinking that most of the other students are staying up late to study. You feel guilty for taking a night off or taking it easy for a day. It’s a lot to handle and navigate mentally and emotionally. You’re already battling that early imposter syndrome and trying your best to stay confident in your own personal identity.

I think the important thing is to internalize all of this, reflect upon it, and make sure your own actions aren’t making the problem worse for other people. Here’s what I’ve learned. Never say an exam question or concept is easy. Easy is subjective and different for everybody. I think self awareness and humility aren’t just the two most important attributes for a student to have, but the two most important attributes in all of healthcare and probably life in general. If someone said they had trouble with a test question or exam and you thought it was easy, then lie and say you thought it was tricky also. I’m serious; straight up lie to them.

Okay, let me explain. You saying it was easy does two things: it boosts your ego and makes the other person feel like crap. Both of those are bad. So don’t do it. Match their energy and show empathy. Also, objectively, it probably was a tricky question but you just happened to study that concept more. Or you have some prior experience. Or you just grasped that concept better. Be self aware as to why you thought something was easy and how you got there because it wasn’t always easy for you. I think wrapping your head around this phenomenon isn’t too far removed from empathizing with your patients. Are you going through what your patient is going through? No, but you need to pretend like you are and put yourself in their shoes. So at the end of the day, you aren’t lying at all. You’re checking your ego, stepping down from your pedestal, and making a human connection. If you can master that (and I certainly haven’t), I think that’s huge.

I’d say pretty much every day here is a lesson in humility. I’m surrounded by brilliant minds that have been weeded through a wildly competitive and rigorous application process. And there’s not a day that goes by where at some point I feel stupid and inadequate. I’m not trying to be too self-deprecating here, but I think it’s important to address the lows. There are definitely times that I feel smart because I can explain a concept, or I knew an answer in class, or I remembered some obscure detail. But at the end of the day, it’s all sort of arbitrary. So I knew something and got a little hit of dopamine. Who cares?

What I did start doing is elevating other people around me: “Oh, wow, how did he/she know that? That’s awesome. Nice job!” Rather than think: “Shit, why don’t I know this?” Again, this isn’t easy to do but when I can, I pull out the old Uno-Reverse Card and it’s been working wonders for my mental health so far.

So yea, that’s six weeks of PA School in a nutshell. I don’t know how I’ll feel in another six weeks. If I’m being honest, the forecast looks busy and I’m sort of freaked out about it. We’ll see. I’ll see you in the next one.

Oh and P.S. I have my own white coat now! And a track jacket with my name on it. I’m one gray Patagonia fleece away from really being in the thick of it. It’s funny because I’ve been surrounded by white coats for a third of my life and at a certain point they kind of lose their meaning. But being handed my own short white coat… that’s pretty special.